Reoccurring Dream by Ethan Gruska Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Heaven, help me, I don't understand
Heaven, help, I'm having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don't want me

And it's no surprise if you don't understand
If you're blindsided, I'd have trouble blaming you
I'm good at hiding how I feel
Always worried what you're thinking of me

[Chorus]
And reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
Why don't I learn my lesson?
Most of the time it's just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

[Verse 2]
Heaven, help, I want to understand
I don't know where to start getting close to you
But maybe you're not running from me
I'm always pushing people away unknowingly
[Chorus]
And reading your mind is never gonna yield an answer
Why don't I learn my lesson?
Most of the time it's just uneducated guessing
That just leads to depression

[Outro]
Heaven, help me, I don't understand
Heaven, help, I'm having trouble reading you
You keep on showing up in my dream
A reoccurring one where you don't want me