Lavender by Ethan Avenue Lyrics
Part 1- “I’m Just Here”
Time waits for no one
Tell my momma that ill wait for her
It’s okay i know she’s coming
Back
Gripped my hands tight now i’m angry
It’s been days and she’s not here
Make my way and she’s gone
I’ll be okay
Death waits for me too
Tell the truth, i hate school
I was skipping kissing smoke
Grabbed her hands and they were cold
Felt the pain deep in my soul
I feel alone and that’s just for sure
I keep trying not to show it
My emotions start imploding and i start throwing punches, holes on the wall
Gripped the mic and then i’m gone
My sister’s crying help me please, i wanna fix it, give them things, wasting money buying weed
Truth be told i cannot eat
I’m breaking my own conscious tryna help them all but me
I’m filled with angst and i’m naive
I call the sky and then it bleeds
Rain pouring down my feet
I watch it splash and then i think
If i was real, i don’t exist
I’m looking at you from within
Your lips can lie
But your eyes speak
You shed a tear and my heart bleeds
We’re so broken
Think i’m stupid to mix death with peace
It breaks my core and laughs while i’m in pieces
Tell my mom not to worry, turn around and i’m defeated
I’m on my knees bow to death and say
Bow down to death and say-
Part 2- “Tic Tock Tic Tock”
*Subconscious Speaking*
Part 3 - “Lavender”
Tell my momma she can rest
Ive been hidden from the rest
I know my hair is a mess
Ive been sad and depressed
I wallow in my grief
And i don’t care about the rest
I can't explain but i’m-
& ive been thinking
About you lately
Even though i wanna stop
You always come right back
Time waits for no one
Tell my momma that ill wait for her
It’s okay i know she’s coming
Back
Gripped my hands tight now i’m angry
It’s been days and she’s not here
Make my way and she’s gone
I’ll be okay
Death waits for me too
Tell the truth, i hate school
I was skipping kissing smoke
Grabbed her hands and they were cold
Felt the pain deep in my soul
I feel alone and that’s just for sure
I keep trying not to show it
My emotions start imploding and i start throwing punches, holes on the wall
Gripped the mic and then i’m gone
My sister’s crying help me please, i wanna fix it, give them things, wasting money buying weed
Truth be told i cannot eat
I’m breaking my own conscious tryna help them all but me
I’m filled with angst and i’m naive
I call the sky and then it bleeds
Rain pouring down my feet
I watch it splash and then i think
If i was real, i don’t exist
I’m looking at you from within
Your lips can lie
But your eyes speak
You shed a tear and my heart bleeds
We’re so broken
Think i’m stupid to mix death with peace
It breaks my core and laughs while i’m in pieces
Tell my mom not to worry, turn around and i’m defeated
I’m on my knees bow to death and say
Bow down to death and say-
Part 2- “Tic Tock Tic Tock”
*Subconscious Speaking*
Part 3 - “Lavender”
Tell my momma she can rest
Ive been hidden from the rest
I know my hair is a mess
Ive been sad and depressed
I wallow in my grief
And i don’t care about the rest
I can't explain but i’m-
& ive been thinking
About you lately
Even though i wanna stop
You always come right back