The Mirror by Eternal Closure Lyrics

This ain't the first time I've tried to find
Easier ways to keep my precious time
Hoping for something out of sight
That keeps me restless at night

May I tell you a tale but without fairies?
I've traveled for so long, I'm falling on my knees
Being tired of living affects my mental health
But one day I'll break all these iron belts

I can't keep calm, it's a disaster
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating
I take pleasure in seeing me
Crying in the mirror

If you're here just to judge me then get the fuck out, get the fuck out!
I already know normality isn't what I'm made of

Forgive me if I need no help
'Cause I've seen lights too many times at the end of the tunnel
Forgive me if I need no love
'Cause no doctor can understand what this illness is about
I can't keep calm, it's a disaster
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating
I take pleasure in seeing me
Crying in the mirror

Nothing else's interesting, understand?
This mirror shows me I'm twins with shame
Kind of rude but worth the pain to see it ‘cause this mirror is...
My life

Save me

I can't keep calm, it's a disaster
I can't breathe, I'm suffocating
I take pleasure in seeing me
Crying in the mirror

Nothing else's interesting, understand?
This mirror shows me I'm twins with shame
Worth the pain to see it ‘cause this mirror is...

My life, my life, my life, my life…