Above the cloud by EstherEden ft. wasp_m.o.e Lyrics
Why am I so in love
Keep falling trough these thoughts
That I’m not good enough
Cause my life is tough
Sometimes things get rough
So I obsess in my thoughts
Never had a mother so
I am stuck in the gutter
Nobody taught me my own worth
Story of mine will be told
Now my life on hold
Too old for anyone to give a fuck
So many times I wished
I could switch feelings off
Life’s tough
I’m telling you life’s tough
My life lost colour
So I follow the blurry paths
Tryna get past
My past
These feelings
They feel fucking revealing
I’m wishing , I’m healing
The truth, I’m spilling
I’m trying to stay above the clouds
My voice will not be silenced
I’m talking loud
It’ll slide trough the crowd
Above the ground
No silence
Yeah I talk loud
Yeah I’m above the ground yeah
No sound my g, no sound ay
I want my brutal story told
Before my last day is to come
No place to call home
My home is not home
Nothing to call my own
In this life I’m on my own
Since day 1
Cause that’s what life told me
Nobody hold me
Yeh nobody hold me
Not even my homie
Every homie was a mistake
They turned they back
They made a mistake
They’ve put my trust at the stake
Can’t look at you no more
You’re a snake
You’re a stray cat go chase this rat
This bitch is a rat
How many times I have her a slap
You’re saying you trap?
Where are the racks?
My phone don’t call no more
All memories
They gone
And the hole in my heart
Yea it’s hurting strong
Like the smoke in my bong
These people they
Switch like my hair colour
I try to hold on
But they soul is somewhere gone
They’re wrong yea they fake yea
I’m on my grind yeah
Every time I smoke at the party
Part of me hopes blunt is laced
My mind erased
I’ve got everything
Even clothes with the lace
And fashion taste
Every time I drink
I hope that
I’ll get back to my mommas crib
Every day is like a bad trip
My feelings I’m trying to keep
Inside
Or I’ll go insane
Inside out
Like these fake bitches
Looking for clout
It’s insane
Fuck these hoes
I will talk loud to my crowd
I don’t need to whisper in your ears
Your in trance
Your hands? tied with lace
Your security bubble? That’s erased
You look at my eyes like they dripping ice
What do you want? What’s in your mind?
Are you a real one ?
Are you a deal and gone?
I can’t read you snakes no more
It’s no fun
You’re better at hiding nowdays
My mind
Fucking laced with negativity
Honestly you shouldn’t be meeting me
If you’re fake
If I find out
So sorry!! YOUR MISTAKE!
Keep falling trough these thoughts
That I’m not good enough
Cause my life is tough
Sometimes things get rough
So I obsess in my thoughts
Never had a mother so
I am stuck in the gutter
Nobody taught me my own worth
Story of mine will be told
Now my life on hold
Too old for anyone to give a fuck
So many times I wished
I could switch feelings off
Life’s tough
I’m telling you life’s tough
My life lost colour
So I follow the blurry paths
Tryna get past
My past
These feelings
They feel fucking revealing
I’m wishing , I’m healing
The truth, I’m spilling
I’m trying to stay above the clouds
My voice will not be silenced
I’m talking loud
It’ll slide trough the crowd
Above the ground
No silence
Yeah I talk loud
Yeah I’m above the ground yeah
No sound my g, no sound ay
I want my brutal story told
Before my last day is to come
No place to call home
My home is not home
Nothing to call my own
In this life I’m on my own
Since day 1
Cause that’s what life told me
Nobody hold me
Yeh nobody hold me
Not even my homie
Every homie was a mistake
They turned they back
They made a mistake
They’ve put my trust at the stake
Can’t look at you no more
You’re a snake
You’re a stray cat go chase this rat
This bitch is a rat
How many times I have her a slap
You’re saying you trap?
Where are the racks?
My phone don’t call no more
All memories
They gone
And the hole in my heart
Yea it’s hurting strong
Like the smoke in my bong
These people they
Switch like my hair colour
I try to hold on
But they soul is somewhere gone
They’re wrong yea they fake yea
I’m on my grind yeah
Every time I smoke at the party
Part of me hopes blunt is laced
My mind erased
I’ve got everything
Even clothes with the lace
And fashion taste
Every time I drink
I hope that
I’ll get back to my mommas crib
Every day is like a bad trip
My feelings I’m trying to keep
Inside
Or I’ll go insane
Inside out
Like these fake bitches
Looking for clout
It’s insane
Fuck these hoes
I will talk loud to my crowd
I don’t need to whisper in your ears
Your in trance
Your hands? tied with lace
Your security bubble? That’s erased
You look at my eyes like they dripping ice
What do you want? What’s in your mind?
Are you a real one ?
Are you a deal and gone?
I can’t read you snakes no more
It’s no fun
You’re better at hiding nowdays
My mind
Fucking laced with negativity
Honestly you shouldn’t be meeting me
If you’re fake
If I find out
So sorry!! YOUR MISTAKE!