Saved by EsEs [U.S] Lyrics
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I don't know what's wrong with my mind
Lately, happiness has been so hard to find
You'd think I'd be used to it after all this time
But It's so hard to control what goes on in my mind
I don't know why I feel this way
I got friends and family who love me and God by my side
But despite everyone, who I have, and who I can call on my phone
Most of the time I just feel alone
I try to take pills to make it less anxious and depressed
But, that has little to no success
But I just
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I don't wanna be saved
I'm perfectly fine, digging my own grave
I've tried, defied the demons in my head
But, I'm done telling them to behave
Every time I try to get them out
More come in and I've lost count
Might as well have them shoot me
And Put my head in a mount
But I just
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I always try to be good to people
But most of you are good to me
Maybe if I just shoo the fakes out
Then I will succeed
I figured out that I'm way too good at these dumbass speeches
Turns out in the end, they all sent me to the back like snitches
I'm sick of trying to help people that can't even help themselves
I'm done wasting my time on people that are killin' themselves
I know in the past I talk about using the blade
And when you get to that point, you feel like you can't be saved
You think it's helping you it's not
The truth is you're just rushing your thoughts
Thought about physical pain, it's about your mental
Believe I've been there, I've been experimental
I know it's hard, I know you feel hopeless
But you have to stay strong, you have to keep up the fight
I've done it and you can too, so please
Put down the fucking knife
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I don't know what's wrong with my mind
Lately, happiness has been so hard to find
You'd think I'd be used to it after all this time
But It's so hard to control what goes on in my mind
I don't know why I feel this way
I got friends and family who love me and God by my side
But despite everyone, who I have, and who I can call on my phone
Most of the time I just feel alone
I try to take pills to make it less anxious and depressed
But, that has little to no success
But I just
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I don't wanna be saved
I'm perfectly fine, digging my own grave
I've tried, defied the demons in my head
But, I'm done telling them to behave
Every time I try to get them out
More come in and I've lost count
Might as well have them shoot me
And Put my head in a mount
But I just
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I always try to be good to people
But most of you are good to me
Maybe if I just shoo the fakes out
Then I will succeed
I figured out that I'm way too good at these dumbass speeches
Turns out in the end, they all sent me to the back like snitches
I'm sick of trying to help people that can't even help themselves
I'm done wasting my time on people that are killin' themselves
I know in the past I talk about using the blade
And when you get to that point, you feel like you can't be saved
You think it's helping you it's not
The truth is you're just rushing your thoughts
Thought about physical pain, it's about your mental
Believe I've been there, I've been experimental
I know it's hard, I know you feel hopeless
But you have to stay strong, you have to keep up the fight
I've done it and you can too, so please
Put down the fucking knife
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved
I just want to be saved, be saved
But I don't wanna be saved, be saved