Neon by Erkead Lyrics
Started drinking in Nevada, woke up in the valley
Buy a classic just to crash it, always fall in love madly
Cause i don’t give up that easy
I’m just tryna find the meaning
In my life tonight cause lately i been feeding on the dreams
That i found within these moments where these views so scenic
And i know, i shouldn’t give a fuck, but i just fall in love
I know these demons see me as i slide through the mud
Or the snow, thats back home, know i lost control
Of my life, i’m back at it still fuck taking it slow
Push pedal to floor, feel it shake through the doors
Cause i don’t really wanna think bout who i am no more
Greatness ain’t the thing that i desire
I’m just sick of being sick and tired of being tired
So i pick up the pace, and drive straight through the flames
Come out the other side screaming but i’m probably the same
(chorus)
Gotta live life fast but drive slow under the neon
Keep the dark out of his heart before the demons can see him
The only company he keeps is in his head or while he sleeps
Said he’s tryna be better but he’ll start next week
Know you’ll never give it up, its just too much fun
Cause lifes only a race if you’ve got somewhere to run
To or from, if you’ve got something to take, don’t make it fake
You’re just another pretty face i ain’t willing to hate
(verse 2)
My demons all dressing in black and white
They got gold teeth grinning while they avoiding the light
I’ve got too much debt, and way too much said
To get these evil motherfuckers up out of my head
But then theres you in my bed, and all over my songs
And i know how it feels but this can’t last long
You’re either running some where or from some one
But in this case its both, the knots are coming undone
So i’ll change up my hair, and i’ll text you when i’m there
I swear its only for a minute baby don’t be scared
Cause one day soon i might end up missing
So say whatever you need so you don’t end up wishing
For now, just hold it down, its love and bright lights
And pretending that we’re sober moving slower tonight
I let go, i’m too cold, i gotta do this alone
But you’ll keep one eye open while i’m back on the road
(chorus)
Gotta live life fast but drive slow under the neon
Keep the dark out of his heart before the demons can see him
The only company he keeps is in his head or while he sleeps
Said he’s tryna be better but he’ll start next week
Know you’ll never give it up, its just too much fun
Cause lifes only a race if you’ve got somewhere to run
To or from, if you’ve got something to take, don’t make it fake
You’re just another petty face and some music to make
(outro)
You’re just another face i see filling with hate
And i can only blame the mirror that i’ve been trying to break
Be anyone but yourself, you’d be better in hell
You could be anyone you want, and still nobody can tell
But i leave notes and lines, so you can follow my life
And not live the way i did, i ain’t got nothing to hide
I’m not tryna waste no time, i gotta live life quick
Before this neon hits my brain, i start to glow i’m sick
Buy a classic just to crash it, always fall in love madly
Cause i don’t give up that easy
I’m just tryna find the meaning
In my life tonight cause lately i been feeding on the dreams
That i found within these moments where these views so scenic
And i know, i shouldn’t give a fuck, but i just fall in love
I know these demons see me as i slide through the mud
Or the snow, thats back home, know i lost control
Of my life, i’m back at it still fuck taking it slow
Push pedal to floor, feel it shake through the doors
Cause i don’t really wanna think bout who i am no more
Greatness ain’t the thing that i desire
I’m just sick of being sick and tired of being tired
So i pick up the pace, and drive straight through the flames
Come out the other side screaming but i’m probably the same
(chorus)
Gotta live life fast but drive slow under the neon
Keep the dark out of his heart before the demons can see him
The only company he keeps is in his head or while he sleeps
Said he’s tryna be better but he’ll start next week
Know you’ll never give it up, its just too much fun
Cause lifes only a race if you’ve got somewhere to run
To or from, if you’ve got something to take, don’t make it fake
You’re just another pretty face i ain’t willing to hate
(verse 2)
My demons all dressing in black and white
They got gold teeth grinning while they avoiding the light
I’ve got too much debt, and way too much said
To get these evil motherfuckers up out of my head
But then theres you in my bed, and all over my songs
And i know how it feels but this can’t last long
You’re either running some where or from some one
But in this case its both, the knots are coming undone
So i’ll change up my hair, and i’ll text you when i’m there
I swear its only for a minute baby don’t be scared
Cause one day soon i might end up missing
So say whatever you need so you don’t end up wishing
For now, just hold it down, its love and bright lights
And pretending that we’re sober moving slower tonight
I let go, i’m too cold, i gotta do this alone
But you’ll keep one eye open while i’m back on the road
(chorus)
Gotta live life fast but drive slow under the neon
Keep the dark out of his heart before the demons can see him
The only company he keeps is in his head or while he sleeps
Said he’s tryna be better but he’ll start next week
Know you’ll never give it up, its just too much fun
Cause lifes only a race if you’ve got somewhere to run
To or from, if you’ve got something to take, don’t make it fake
You’re just another petty face and some music to make
(outro)
You’re just another face i see filling with hate
And i can only blame the mirror that i’ve been trying to break
Be anyone but yourself, you’d be better in hell
You could be anyone you want, and still nobody can tell
But i leave notes and lines, so you can follow my life
And not live the way i did, i ain’t got nothing to hide
I’m not tryna waste no time, i gotta live life quick
Before this neon hits my brain, i start to glow i’m sick