Maybe I will Suffer? by Erisu Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Grasp the blade upon my neck let the blood drain
All my sins wash away let the demons cave
Cuz everything seems to go wrong in the worst ways
I promised I would never leave-
Fuck i'm gone ain't I?
What's my self worth?
Who the fuck am I?
Who are you listening to me fucking cry?
What's my self worth?
I'm leaking nothing works
I traded all my life to worship my empire of dirt
Thank you pretty baby for all the heartache
But nothing hurts worse than that one you love being raped
The pain stops when you put the gun to your brain
And maybe thеn the bullet will help rеlieve the pain
Fuck this world, fuck myself, swear I feel too much
The pain gets worse though I feel my veins burst
There's nothing left to say except it gets fucking worse
And when you're dead it's like you're living
Life's such a curse
Maybe I will suffer
Maybe she will too
Maybe she is right now, I can't have a clue
Who the fuck am I?
Why do I feel pain?
And she's the one suffering cuz she got raped
(oh my god)
[Chorus]
Maybe I will suffer
Maybe she will too
Maybe I will suffer
I promise I will too
Fuck...

Maybe I will suffer
Maybe she will too
Maybe I will suffer
I promise I will too