Leftovers by Eradicate Me Lyrics

How could I ever think this nightmare will someday end inside my head?
Nothing seems to have changed because change means nothing
What should I feel after all these years of loss?
I find my memory in ruins
I'll collect it, make it look like I can dream
I exist in lifeless hopes and endless reminders
That I am alone and still completely helpless
Why? I can't end, I can't end this life
I can’t keep, I can’t keep in mind
That I can’t, I just can’t be loved
It took me years to realize
I'd like to end myself and never fucking feel a thing close to me
Desperate attempts seeking of sympathy
Empathy that I will never feel
There's no more life left in me
I can't feel it