Apathy by Eradicate Me Lyrics

I can’t say, is it night or day?
I can’t find my face
Nothing can help me to escape from this sleepless state
There is too much to bear
There is too much to bear, enough now
There is too much to bear
That's enough for my blackened heart
I tear apart what has been left of my heart only to get the words that I’m barely saying
Can’t see a thing anymore: forever closed doors separate me from my world of halftone monochrome
How many times I convinced myself that I'm wrong
I can't escape or get rid of this feeling
I am completely alone all along
I am wrong; all my words will be missed
So many things left untold: it's gone
So many words lost their meaning
I poured my heart to this all that was misunderstood and ignored
I cast off my soul
I wake up and understand that I didn’t even sleep
The moment when I grasp where these last few years have passed
Aimless walking through the wastelands of my deadly inner world
The only thing I hear is the echoes of a ticking death-clock
Why? Why should I live like this?
Why? For my whole life I've been ruined and left for dead