Raptured Trax Pt. 1 by Equipment Lyrics

I realized I had tinnitus in North Carolina
Said you were coming to the show, but I couldn't find ya
By now I shoulda grew thicker skin
I said it wouldn't affect me again

But it did and it does every time (Every time!)
I say, "don't feel obliged," but
It hurts every time in the end

Yeah, you could say that I entertain
As if anyone is entertained
When I play loud songs in a hot, dark room
Can't tell if it's for me or you

Pretend that this isn't selfishness
Try my best to be more honest
What do these power chords prove?
I only live to feel approved

I don't wanna go back home
To the boy that I despise
He treats me worse than all the fancy colored vinyls that he buys
I need a better man
Not this self-righteous disguise
Wake me from this awful dream
I'm waiting
I'm waiting
I'm waiting
I'm...
You know some day it's gonna fall
How many years exactly do you need?
The ceiling's gotta cave in some time
You're hurting you, you're hurting me

You know some day it's gonna fall (Fall, fall)
The bills are stacking up so rapidly (Fall, fall)
I've waited long enough for sold out shows (Fall, fall)
Summers when you were home with me