Grasping at Straws by Ensign Lyrics

Where do you find your self now that the rules have changed
Are you so afraid that you mark will be washed away
That no one will remember your name
Look at all the friends you've had and all the ones you've lost
But did you ever wonder why so many have come and gone
And I try to stay by your side but you make it so hard to care
Betrayed by insecurities and the demons you create
You choke on petty jealousies that never seem to sleep
And I try to stay by your side but you make it so hard to care
Why can't you understand
I, I've tried to tell you time and time and time and time again
That you changed my life
That you took our voice
You gave us something to believe
It's never been good enough
It's never been good enough
It will never be good enough for you