Redemption by Enemy (GUA) Lyrics
They keep calling me crazy, they told me I couldn't make it
And if I’m being honest with you I just can't take it
Anymore, so I go back to my home and close the door
I don't let nobody in ’cause I'm in war
With me, I just wanna find peace, I just wanna feel complete
But lately it's impossible for me
I've been talking to God 'cause I feel so alone
And I know that He answers but I just never respond
And I know that is wrong but I've been feeling tired for so long
And I can't find happiness for my mom
Trust me, I feel like something's missing
My father walked away when I was 15 I don’t miss him
But I know that my sister does and I know that my brother does
Tell me who I’m I to change their thoughts?
I just wanna be a role model
Is there anyone on earth that I can follow?
'Cause I can’t even trust in my own shadow
It feels like this pill is hard to swallow
So I relax and sit back while I'm playing my own tracks
I don't rap about the things that I don't have
I just wanna be real with all my fans
And tell them that they’re not alone
If only we all talk to God
Maybe we could change the world
Maybe we won't be so cold
But we are humans
We all make mistakes, that will never change
No matter what we do we stay the same
And probably that's a shame
So i'll leave it all behind and walk away
'Cause I can hear them say
"Do it for the fam and not the fame"
And live everyday like it's your last day
And make sure that you have faith
Have faith
And if I’m being honest with you I just can't take it
Anymore, so I go back to my home and close the door
I don't let nobody in ’cause I'm in war
With me, I just wanna find peace, I just wanna feel complete
But lately it's impossible for me
I've been talking to God 'cause I feel so alone
And I know that He answers but I just never respond
And I know that is wrong but I've been feeling tired for so long
And I can't find happiness for my mom
Trust me, I feel like something's missing
My father walked away when I was 15 I don’t miss him
But I know that my sister does and I know that my brother does
Tell me who I’m I to change their thoughts?
I just wanna be a role model
Is there anyone on earth that I can follow?
'Cause I can’t even trust in my own shadow
It feels like this pill is hard to swallow
So I relax and sit back while I'm playing my own tracks
I don't rap about the things that I don't have
I just wanna be real with all my fans
And tell them that they’re not alone
If only we all talk to God
Maybe we could change the world
Maybe we won't be so cold
But we are humans
We all make mistakes, that will never change
No matter what we do we stay the same
And probably that's a shame
So i'll leave it all behind and walk away
'Cause I can hear them say
"Do it for the fam and not the fame"
And live everyday like it's your last day
And make sure that you have faith
Have faith