Dead Or Alive by EnderSpitsVenom Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I Shouldn’t Be Alive
I Won’t Survive This
War Maybe I’m
Overthinking Because
They don’t understand
Me and what I go through
I Was Happy Before I Blew
In This Scene No I don’t
Slip Lean It’s Sort Of Like
A Queen She Helped Me
Then Left So I Punched My
Screen In Anger I Can't Look
Back Wish I Could Go Back
To When Times Where Good
When Coronavirus
Wasn’t A Thing
When I Didn’t Love
This Hard Did I Set
The Bars Too High
Like My Mind Feels
Like I’m Smoking A
Spliff Ima Just Let
My Words Lift Because
I Ain’t No Wordsmith
I’m Just Writing My
Feelings On How
Am Right Now
Really Don’t Wanna
Be Alive Wanna Die
I Can’t Lie I Wanna
Stay So These Kids
Look Up To Me People
Say I’ve Helped Them
Though So Much
I Don’t Know Though Man
Then There’s The People
That Wants Me To Fall
From These Heights
But I Won’t Listen To
These Demons In My
Head I Send Bars To
Danny Hes Like You
Good Dude Real
Friend Right There
But Is Life Still Worth It?
[Verse 2]
Does Anyone Feel
The Same I Just
Wanna Go Back
To The Easy Days
When I Don’t Wanna
Put That 1911 To My
Head When I Don’t
Want To Be Dead
When I Don’t Waste
Lead All My Life Is
Now Is Me Crying
While Writing Deep
Lyrics Like I Go Into
The Sky And Write
Your Name In The
Clouds To Calm My
Thoughts Down In
Reality I Can’t Accept
The Fact That I’m A Clown
That Fell For Trap Of Suicide
I Shouldn’t Be Alive
I Won’t Survive This
War Maybe I’m
Overthinking Because
They don’t understand
Me and what I go through
I Was Happy Before I Blew
In This Scene No I don’t
Slip Lean It’s Sort Of Like
A Queen She Helped Me
Then Left So I Punched My
Screen In Anger I Can't Look
Back Wish I Could Go Back
To When Times Where Good
When Coronavirus
Wasn’t A Thing
When I Didn’t Love
This Hard Did I Set
The Bars Too High
Like My Mind Feels
Like I’m Smoking A
Spliff Ima Just Let
My Words Lift Because
I Ain’t No Wordsmith
I’m Just Writing My
Feelings On How
Am Right Now
Really Don’t Wanna
Be Alive Wanna Die
I Can’t Lie I Wanna
Stay So These Kids
Look Up To Me People
Say I’ve Helped Them
Though So Much
I Don’t Know Though Man
Then There’s The People
That Wants Me To Fall
From These Heights
But I Won’t Listen To
These Demons In My
Head I Send Bars To
Danny Hes Like You
Good Dude Real
Friend Right There
But Is Life Still Worth It?
[Verse 2]
Does Anyone Feel
The Same I Just
Wanna Go Back
To The Easy Days
When I Don’t Wanna
Put That 1911 To My
Head When I Don’t
Want To Be Dead
When I Don’t Waste
Lead All My Life Is
Now Is Me Crying
While Writing Deep
Lyrics Like I Go Into
The Sky And Write
Your Name In The
Clouds To Calm My
Thoughts Down In
Reality I Can’t Accept
The Fact That I’m A Clown
That Fell For Trap Of Suicide