Spiraling by Eminent (R.I) Lyrics

Flat on my back with my eyes to the sky
Nothing could ever fill the hole that was left in me
I can’t forget the day that you drifted away

I can’t escape the feeling I have, the guilt I harbor deep inside of my mind that I could’ve done something more for you
I should’ve been around but I was digging a grave for my hopes and dreams

Flat on my back with my eyes to the sky
I reflect on how I got here
My head is spinning
And I can’t seem to recollect
My feet dug trails in the dirt
For miles and miles in every direction
My sense of purpose spiraling
As am I
I can’t

My body’s given up on me, extremities are shaking
I wasn’t there, I should’ve been, I’m not a mountain but a man
Bow down before impending doom, inescapable and absolute
I will not forget the day that all your light faded away
I don’t know how to let you go

(I won’t, forget, forgive, I can’t
My hands, my legs, gave up, on me
These things, that eat away, at me
I will never escape this pain)
I never claimed to be a mountain
I am only a man
And if you lean on me for too long
I won’t be able to stand
With all this weight bearing down on me
Time becoming eternity
I’ve been kneeling beside your grave
Why can’t I feel you here with me

I never claimed to be a mountain
I am only a man

You were ripped
Away from this life
So violently it made my chest cave in
I don’t know if I can stand
Another single second more of this
Without your light in my life
I swear I hate it here without you