Why y i ask about cheating by Emily colwell Lyrics

I once had a bf in 4th grade bout them I found out he was cheatin me with my best friend so ever since that I ask my BFS friend if my boyfriend is cheating because sometimesi believe that I'm not good enough for anyone and I will never have anyone to love and if you ever had a boyfriend that cheated on them feels the same way and probably ask the same thing to they're new boyfriend friends if there boyfriend is cheating so the person that broke up for me asking that pls pls get back with me because now i feel like I'm nothing but trash but pls I love you and if your reading this you know who I'm Asking n to be back together