Sometimes I don’t wanna be happy by Emily Montes Lyrics

Sometimes I don't wanna be happy
Don't hold it against me
If I'm down just leave me there
Let me be sad
Sun's up, I already wanna lay down
Friends calling, are you really tryna go out?
Don't wanna get dressed up to pretend
No, I can lie and say I'm fine
Maybe you'll stop calling then
I've got chips on my shoulder
Only getting older
So I keep to myself
Ain't tryna complain
Just don't wanna explain it