Why Is Life So Hard? by Emily Ayden Lyrics

I'm breaking down, I'm breaking down hard
I'm shaking now my brain is scarred
I'm trying to make sense of all this pain
But there is just no way to explain

Why is life so hard?

I've got a disease and there's no cure
Sometimes it's more than I can endure
I'm trying to make sense of god's plan
I don't think I can understand

Why is life so hard?

Does it all amount to nothing in the end?
At least I'm not alone
At least I've got my friends
And if it all amounts to nothing in the end
Oh well, we'll still give 'em hell!