Black Sun by Emil Dich Lyrics

Black shines the sun on my face
It kills the child that lives inside, I lost the reins
My hope is gone, my life wanes
It feels like everything is dead now, I'm in chains

So where do I go now
How will I sleep now
Where do I go now to sleep?
Fight for my soul now
I'm black as coal now
My soul should be mine to keep

Help, scream for help
Who is there?
I don't think anyone will come, and I can't bear
Try, I must try, to gain control
I don't think anyone will come to save my soul

Gaining control now
Saving my soul now
What should I do with my life?
Won't try to kill now
I'll get my fill now
I'm done with my inner strife
Live, I will live, and I can
I'm still the child I was before, and I'm a man
Real, I am real, who am I?
I think that I am ever-changing like the sky

Know where to go now
Know I can sleep now
Know there is a need to weep
My soul is mine now
Finally shine now
My life I'm able to keep

So what should I do?
And who will I be?
Its up to me
Up to me
Up to me!