I got a..outro by Emdee Wright Lyrics
[Verse 1: Emdee Wright]
See I was raised by my parents, was young boy quite observant
Dealing with a few issues that you might think is not important
Reminiscing all these moments, listening to the arguments
Watching my momma suffering cause she was so fucking tolerant
My dad was never home, always working for the fam
Barely sleeping in the house, I’m just trynna understand
Was still a young kid, questioning myself
If I was the reason why my dad wasn’t always here to help
My brother bad choices got us moving from the ghetto
Into a proper neighbourhood you know, just kicking it like Diego
Momma was worried about the bad influence from the hood
Got these white chicks by our side, feeling like tiger woods
Since kindergarten, I was known to be a hot head
Teachers forcing me to take some pills to go to bed
They tried to change me like I was some kinda problem
I guess that’s how they treat you when you started from the bottom
Got in trouble many times, been in couple fights
My mom never knew thank God for all those nights
Had to change city, went to private school
Kept acting like a fool, thinking bullying was kinda cool
But my mind was in a different place, was too weak like 14 days
Moving slow at a cautious pace, and God is who I praise
I adapted to the system, read books for better wisdom
Work hard like the 04 pistons, made sure I stayed consistent
[Verse 2: Emdee Wright]
I’m a changed man, new perspective of being humble
All these troubles in my brain, feels like my life about to crumble
This shit is a jungle, but you can’t knock the hustle
Of mumble rappers trynna fight for the spot like royal rumble
Plus I just seen my homie fumble, life can be a struggle
He gave up on true love after swiping on bumble
He loved this girl from turkey, no wonder why he’s stumbled
Quite pitiful how the world can sometimes be so awful
Music was the only way for me to say what I’m feeling
My eyes red, tears falling down, my hearts bleeding
Coughing, and now I’m barely living
Hoping to see my fam happy like it’s thanksgiving
Haters trynna bring me down like a high blood pressure
Tell your bitch I’m over here, like a hairdresser
I’m getting older, my mom is getting sicker
One thing for sure she’s definitely not a quitter
So i went to LA, about a year later
A&Rs and producers, acting like a bunch of traitors
Promising you things like pay me we would get you a deal
Until you notice they steal your money just to get a new meal
Ask my Nigga Roshique, he would tell you the same
We kept it young and fabulous, it was just part of the game
Most labels don’t really have your best interest in mine
Unless the interest includes a percentage sign
[Verse 3: Emdee Wright]
Shit, just learned my dad cheated on my mom
And I’m there looking at them trynna stay calm
I raised my voice felt like I had no choice
Telling myself I can’t agree with this
So I start insulting pop like I’m dissing popular music
And here’s just here trynna flip the script
Saying nah it wasn’t like that, explaining the real fact
That he didn’t mean to have a kid back
He argued about the condom broke
Fuck you mean the condom broke, pop is that a joke
You just admitted cheating on your wife
Now her heart cut in pieces with a knife
How the fuck you looking all confused like what is life?
But you were overseas busting a nut like it was right
I must say, don’t understand this shit and i can’t stand this shit
Lying for 16 years saying you didn’t plan this shit
My dad’s a good man, but he made some mistakes
Took a man’s wife for one night, call that a miss take
He was in love with money, in love with the cake
Literally lost everything, to gamble was his escape
Nothing was the same, got me feeling like drake
And here’s out here trynna explain why people fornicate
Seeing my mom crying how am i supposed to feel
Knowing i got a sister in town, man this shit’s unreal
Damn...can’t believe I got a sister
See I was raised by my parents, was young boy quite observant
Dealing with a few issues that you might think is not important
Reminiscing all these moments, listening to the arguments
Watching my momma suffering cause she was so fucking tolerant
My dad was never home, always working for the fam
Barely sleeping in the house, I’m just trynna understand
Was still a young kid, questioning myself
If I was the reason why my dad wasn’t always here to help
My brother bad choices got us moving from the ghetto
Into a proper neighbourhood you know, just kicking it like Diego
Momma was worried about the bad influence from the hood
Got these white chicks by our side, feeling like tiger woods
Since kindergarten, I was known to be a hot head
Teachers forcing me to take some pills to go to bed
They tried to change me like I was some kinda problem
I guess that’s how they treat you when you started from the bottom
Got in trouble many times, been in couple fights
My mom never knew thank God for all those nights
Had to change city, went to private school
Kept acting like a fool, thinking bullying was kinda cool
But my mind was in a different place, was too weak like 14 days
Moving slow at a cautious pace, and God is who I praise
I adapted to the system, read books for better wisdom
Work hard like the 04 pistons, made sure I stayed consistent
[Verse 2: Emdee Wright]
I’m a changed man, new perspective of being humble
All these troubles in my brain, feels like my life about to crumble
This shit is a jungle, but you can’t knock the hustle
Of mumble rappers trynna fight for the spot like royal rumble
Plus I just seen my homie fumble, life can be a struggle
He gave up on true love after swiping on bumble
He loved this girl from turkey, no wonder why he’s stumbled
Quite pitiful how the world can sometimes be so awful
Music was the only way for me to say what I’m feeling
My eyes red, tears falling down, my hearts bleeding
Coughing, and now I’m barely living
Hoping to see my fam happy like it’s thanksgiving
Haters trynna bring me down like a high blood pressure
Tell your bitch I’m over here, like a hairdresser
I’m getting older, my mom is getting sicker
One thing for sure she’s definitely not a quitter
So i went to LA, about a year later
A&Rs and producers, acting like a bunch of traitors
Promising you things like pay me we would get you a deal
Until you notice they steal your money just to get a new meal
Ask my Nigga Roshique, he would tell you the same
We kept it young and fabulous, it was just part of the game
Most labels don’t really have your best interest in mine
Unless the interest includes a percentage sign
[Verse 3: Emdee Wright]
Shit, just learned my dad cheated on my mom
And I’m there looking at them trynna stay calm
I raised my voice felt like I had no choice
Telling myself I can’t agree with this
So I start insulting pop like I’m dissing popular music
And here’s just here trynna flip the script
Saying nah it wasn’t like that, explaining the real fact
That he didn’t mean to have a kid back
He argued about the condom broke
Fuck you mean the condom broke, pop is that a joke
You just admitted cheating on your wife
Now her heart cut in pieces with a knife
How the fuck you looking all confused like what is life?
But you were overseas busting a nut like it was right
I must say, don’t understand this shit and i can’t stand this shit
Lying for 16 years saying you didn’t plan this shit
My dad’s a good man, but he made some mistakes
Took a man’s wife for one night, call that a miss take
He was in love with money, in love with the cake
Literally lost everything, to gamble was his escape
Nothing was the same, got me feeling like drake
And here’s out here trynna explain why people fornicate
Seeing my mom crying how am i supposed to feel
Knowing i got a sister in town, man this shit’s unreal
Damn...can’t believe I got a sister