Now Or Never by Emcee Integrity Lyrics

[Verse 1: Emcee Integrity]
Is it now or never that I'll be able to emerge
From this hidding place that I keep to reserve
So it can serve as a purpose if I never give birth
To a new dimension that can be my own turf
So it can be my own church if I wanna pray;
If I wanna play around with some words
So I don't go bezerk and blow up my own turns
So I don't end up saying "The rap - it's getting worse"
The thought of it all just makes my brain sizzle and burn;
It's like a chizzle going deeper into me making me think and
Sink "What the hell is life worth to me on this earth?"
I gotta make it; this isn't pretend shit, it's been demonstrated
It's been eliminated, it's been converscated, but I ate it
And now I've got the taste of rap in my mouth
And it ain't comming out as long as I'm not losing out
On what the important this is about rhyming
But I'll just keep on trying to be smiling
And I'll do my best with my rhyming
But I've got this urge, and this urge is to get out
And show people what I've got, so I'm sitting here
Rapping up rap on a block; I'm in a knot
Like it's my spot, but you people forgot that I've got
To find a plot now or never!