This is Madness by Emaiare Lyrics
(Verse 1)
Okay we're back again
Pickin' up this pen again
I know it's been awhile, eh?
Just can't seem to find my way
Shit I even once trying to kill myself
Shit the rope was already wrapped all around my neck
But then suddenly a thought popped in my head
Sayin' "If I killed myself, then everyone will be sad"
But then another thought popped up again
But this time it sayin' "No one's ever give a damn"
"I can't die like this", I said to myself
So I unwrapped the rope, using both of my hands
Untie it from the ceiling then I hide it behind the bed
Grabbed my phone and then play a game
But wait I need to call all of my friends
So I can play with 'em all together
What are we gonna playing? it's Mobile Legends
But just as when I'm 'bout to login
So many dreadful thoughts popped up again
And I tried to fight 'em all
But I just fuckin' can't
(Chorus x2)
What is this?(What is this!)
What is this madness?
One minute it's all good and enjoyable
Then the next minute it all turned to mess
(Verse 2)
Now some of you people might as well wonderin'
Where the fuck my last album went
Or why the fuck do I changed my name
I'm 20 now and those 19 years
Before now it doesn't count
Cause I really did nothing but crying all the time
It's stupid 'cause I act and sounded like a baby
But I'd rather fuck a baby than being a fuckin' baby
*Hold up*
*Did you just said you want to fuck a baby?*
No you dumb motherfucker, it's a metaphor
That means I'm willing to do anything at all
To stop being a pussy so I can be a normal person
Like the rest of all of you fuckers
That's why I wanted to start over here
Write a new fresh start with a newly me
With a normal me, realest me
100% of me, no longer stupid
It's just the plain me
Till the dreadful thoughts comin' back again
And I tried to fight 'em all
But I just fuckin' can't
(Chorus x2)
What is this?(What is this!)
What is this madness?
One minute it's all good and enjoyable
Then the next minute it all turned to mess
(Verse 3)
Man what the fuck is happenin'?
What the fuck is even real?
Feel like I'm in Israel
It's all lies in here-
*Alarm*
Oh shit hold up wait, where's the snooze button?
Shit it's that time again
I need to take my medicine
I often forgot that's why I set up a reminder
Just so it can help me to remember to take my meds
So I don't fuckin' forgot
But just as when I'm 'bout to grabbed the bottle
I slipped and fell to the goddamn floor
And that's when the dreadful thoughts comin' back again
And I tried to fight 'em all
But I just fuckin' can't
(Outro)
This is madness!
This is madness!
Okay we're back again
Pickin' up this pen again
I know it's been awhile, eh?
Just can't seem to find my way
Shit I even once trying to kill myself
Shit the rope was already wrapped all around my neck
But then suddenly a thought popped in my head
Sayin' "If I killed myself, then everyone will be sad"
But then another thought popped up again
But this time it sayin' "No one's ever give a damn"
"I can't die like this", I said to myself
So I unwrapped the rope, using both of my hands
Untie it from the ceiling then I hide it behind the bed
Grabbed my phone and then play a game
But wait I need to call all of my friends
So I can play with 'em all together
What are we gonna playing? it's Mobile Legends
But just as when I'm 'bout to login
So many dreadful thoughts popped up again
And I tried to fight 'em all
But I just fuckin' can't
(Chorus x2)
What is this?(What is this!)
What is this madness?
One minute it's all good and enjoyable
Then the next minute it all turned to mess
(Verse 2)
Now some of you people might as well wonderin'
Where the fuck my last album went
Or why the fuck do I changed my name
I'm 20 now and those 19 years
Before now it doesn't count
Cause I really did nothing but crying all the time
It's stupid 'cause I act and sounded like a baby
But I'd rather fuck a baby than being a fuckin' baby
*Hold up*
*Did you just said you want to fuck a baby?*
No you dumb motherfucker, it's a metaphor
That means I'm willing to do anything at all
To stop being a pussy so I can be a normal person
Like the rest of all of you fuckers
That's why I wanted to start over here
Write a new fresh start with a newly me
With a normal me, realest me
100% of me, no longer stupid
It's just the plain me
Till the dreadful thoughts comin' back again
And I tried to fight 'em all
But I just fuckin' can't
(Chorus x2)
What is this?(What is this!)
What is this madness?
One minute it's all good and enjoyable
Then the next minute it all turned to mess
(Verse 3)
Man what the fuck is happenin'?
What the fuck is even real?
Feel like I'm in Israel
It's all lies in here-
*Alarm*
Oh shit hold up wait, where's the snooze button?
Shit it's that time again
I need to take my medicine
I often forgot that's why I set up a reminder
Just so it can help me to remember to take my meds
So I don't fuckin' forgot
But just as when I'm 'bout to grabbed the bottle
I slipped and fell to the goddamn floor
And that's when the dreadful thoughts comin' back again
And I tried to fight 'em all
But I just fuckin' can't
(Outro)
This is madness!
This is madness!