So Low by ElysianSoul Lyrics

[Intro]
So low
I’m so low

[Verse 1]
Sunlight flows in 'round the drapes
So close I can breathe it
Reach out with my fingertips
And still, I can’t feel it
Disconnected from the world
Blankness fills my eyes
People trying to make plans
Better just to lie

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna go outside
I don’t wanna live this life
Self-loathing, it burns inside

[Chorus]
So, I keep on
Staring at my bones again
Measuring my waist again
Pinching at my skin again
Feeling something pull again
Carving up my arms again
Craving emptiness again
Won’t stop 'til I’m feeling high
[Verse 2]
I’m screaming, screaming
Dreaming, scheming
In this hell of mine
Someday, someway
I know I will change
And lead a normal life
But does anybody really care
Or are they just pretending?
Locked up inside these four walls
The darkness is descending

[Bridge]
Please, don’t keep on asking why
I prefer my darkened sky
Self-loathing, it burns inside
Messing with my mind

[Chorus]
So, I keep on
Staring at my bones again
Measuring my waist again
Pinching at my skin again
Feeling something pull again
Carving up my arms again
Craving emptiness again
Won’t stop ’til I’m feeling high
[Outro]
But I’m so low
I’m so low
I’m so low
Feeling so low
I’m so cold
I’m so cold
Falling below
Just let me go
So low
I’m so low