Birthday Party by Elwood (2) Lyrics

Suddenly I’m at your birthday party again
And I’m standing in your driveway
You ask me how the moon makes me feel
Melancholy I want to but don’t say

I think I miss you even though you’re getting married
I think I miss you even though you believe in God
I think I might just miss myself
Can you ask him if I’m going to heaven or hell?

I think I might skip my own birthday party
Convince myself that I’m not gonna die
Cool arms against the warmth of my body
Drink the lake 1 liter at a time

I think I’ll miss you when you’re off getting married
I think I’ll miss you even though the difference wasn’t time
Someone tell him to take care of his body
Lord knows I can’t take care of mine

The drive home won’t get any less ugly
Unless I suddenly stop feeling like an outcast
Did you know I still hold my breath in graveyards?
Every month I ache for months past
I think you know that I don’t need your money
I think you know that I know you never cared
Someone tell me what to do with myself
Can you ask him where he’s going?

I think you know that I’m not made of money
I think I miss you even though you never cared
Can someone tell me what to do with myself?
Can you ask him where he’s going?