Approximately 15.57 by Eloise Larson Lyrics

I don’t want to cry anymore
It’s been 5686 days and now I don’t want to cry anymore
Why should I?
I have her
And all of her beautiful mountains
And valleys
But I love all of them
No matter how deep they fall
She said the words last week
The ones I told you never to repeat?
The ones you said that you didn’t want me to say
Because it’d throw me in too deep?
She said them to me last week.
I got scared
And hesitant
She said she wanted to wait
Why isn’t she waiting?
Am I sandpaper now?
Not so much sandpaper as paint
The one on the walls of your living room
That paint
Am I sandpaper paint now?
Is that why she’s moving fast?
Is she trying to escape the walls that confined her
In every other smile she’s seen?
She is barred by their teeth
But not anymore
I told her that she wouldn’t have to be anymore
Maybe I’m the glass half empty
Instead of half full
Do you think that’s what it is?
Oh but why would you care?
He left you months ago
You don’t want to hear this
We are like a chain of fish
I eat her, you eat me
Or you wish to
I’m sorry to my dearest friend
Because you know I love you so
But she barred me in her teeth this time
And I don’t know if I can ever leave
But then again
Why would I ever want to?