If I was the right one by Elley Marcy Lyrics

You tell me that you love me, you want me, I should of never ever thought it was true. I hide every lie like a boe tie hidden in the darkness but I always stand tall my my own wall in my head in the center of the earth but I know one thing...... If I was the one that u wanted to fall in love with, why did you leave me..... Why did you hate me. If I was the one you wanted to fall in love with, why did you hate, why did u lie to me. Holding all my promises wishing I was dead cause your always in my head like, why can't I be the right girl you wanna see trynna hold back no lacking in my service but I realize................ If I was the one, why did u leave me. If I was the one, why did you cheat on me. If I was the one