Maybelline by Ella Isaacson Lyrics

Waking up so fucked up every day
Micro dosin’ on things people say
Roll up semi drunk, just showin’ face
I’m so lost, I don’t know who I am today

Guess I’m some kinda mastermind if you think that I’m fine
Stare at you with my bright eyes and nothing behind
Ain’t no way to go through life, but I compromise
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’m not really here
And it’s not really me
All I am is smoke and mirrors and maybelline
I’m not really here
No, this ain’t really me
All you see is smoke and mirrors and too much caffeine

Not what I appear
I won’t get that deep
Don’t let you see the ghost, the scars, the anxiety
You will never know
All you’ll ever see
I’m lost inside the smoke and mirrors and maybelline
Saying I’m all good ain’t good for me
I carry things you wouldn’t believe
And bad boys can be stellar novacaine
Cause they can only see me surface deep

Guess I’m some kinda mastermind if you think that I’m fine
Stare at you with my bright eyes and nothing behind
Ain’t no way to go through life, but I compromise
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

I’m not really here
And it’s not really me
All I am is smoke and mirrors and maybelline
I’m not really here
No, this ain’t really me
All you see is smoke and mirrors and too much caffeine

Not what I appear
I won’t get that deep
Don’t let you see the ghost, the scars, the anxiety
You will never know
All you’ll ever see
I’m lost inside the smoke and mirrors and maybelline

I’m lost inside the smoke and mirrors and maybelline
I’m lost inside the smoke and mirrors and maybelline