Responsibility by Ella Haber Lyrics

It’s such a responsibility
To pretend I don’t care what I see
Trynna to fool you with this apathy
Oh, it better be working
‘Cause it’s exhausting me
Did she have to be my friend?
What kinda message were you trying to send?

Now she’s sucking up to me instead
And now you have forced me to pretend

Couldn’t you have found a stranger?
Maybe then I can let my anger show
But I adore her, that’s the danger
So my misery she will never know

You have turned my friend into a foe
And I wish that it wasn’t so

Oh, it’s such a responsibility
The kinda questions she keep asking me, yeah
About your shit that no one else has seen
Expecting me to answer objectively
She’s telling me details
I hide my nausea with each exhale
But my resentment is to no avail
‘Cause I know what’s growing between them
Will prevail
My futility fails

Couldn’t you have found a stranger?
(Couldn’t you have)
Maybe then I can let my anger show
But I adore her, that’s the danger
So my misery, she will never know

You have turned my friend into a foe
And I wish that it wasn’t so

I still remember your detachment
When you told me
Your words like lethal bullets
To my heart
You and she both pretended
I had a choice in this
But who would choose to split
A love in half before it starts?
‘Cause I never could find joy in tearing you apart
Couldn’t you have found a stranger?
Maybe then I can let my anger show
But I adore her, that’s the danger
So my misery, she will never know

You have turned my friend into a foe
(turned my friend into a foe)
And I wish that it wasn’t so
(And I wish it wasn’t so)
I wish that it wasn’t so