Letters Im writing by Eliza Spear Lyrics

I have felt alone
And I've let it get stronger by the day
But I'm young
And learning from my mistakes
I'm choosing now to give myself the same time
That I gave to others
I can't compromise
Allowing myself the space to just be
The only letters I'm writing
Are ones that are addressed to me

And they read
Hello, how are you?
My dear, I owe you an apology
I'm sorry
Oh no I've harmed you
I need you more than I've needed anyone
What have I done to you
Oh, I'll be patient for you

And I have been wrong
In times I sworn I was right
And I've fallen
Without open arms insight
Kept waiting on you
To come and take me away
But my idea of you never left my page
But I'm getting better at letting myself be
And the letters I'm writing are making it easy

And they read
Hello, how are you?
My dear, I owe you an apology
I'm sorry
Oh no I've harmed you
I need you more than I've needed anyone
What have I done to you
Oh, I'll be patient for you

Give me your forgiveness
And I'll give you my time
Give me all your days
And I'll give you my nights
Hello, oh I owe you an apology
I'm so sorry
Oh no I've harmed you
I need you more than I've needed anyone
What have I done
Oh hello, how are you
My dear, I owe you an apology
I'm so sorry
Oh no, I've harmed you
And I need you more
Oh, I'll be patient with you