​anti-cinematic by Eliza McLamb Lyrics

Waking up to another day
Of wasting my whole life away
I'm trying not to complain
But it's hard out here

'Cause what movie ever takes place
In this backwards, run down, piece of shit state
How can I romanticize it
If no one's here to see it?

Haven't had a circle of friends since playdates
Spending every weekend just staring at my face
In the mirror
And it's not getting any clearer

And I know, and I know
And I know I sound whiny
But what if my best years are behind me?
What if I just keep getting older and lonelier