Is it eulogy tum by Eliza Juno Lyrics

Today I looked up how to die
But all I got was the suicide hotline
I’m laughing at myself
Who’s the idiot walking backwards?
It’s a very good day to throw my body
Bleeding to the sun
And I crawl home with the night
My scrapes are oozing
Stupid words and phrases I don’t mean
I don’t wanna go to sleep but
I’ve no one to speak with
Don’t wanna go to sleep just yet
Oh say can you see
I’m disappearing
Fading in and out
Houston, do you read me
How’s the party
Are the boys cute
Will you pour one out for me
Still waiting on an answer
My apologies, how rude of me