Winter by Eli-san Lyrics

[Pre Hook: Eli-san]
Why is everyone just the fucking same
They all feed me lies and play me like a game
Now I don't wanna love cuz I'm too afraid
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain
I've been too naive that's why I feel this way
I don't wanna go back to my old ways
Being with you is how I'd spend my days
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain

[Hook: Eli-san]
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain

[Verse: SHXRD]
How many more until I become numb
Tolerance builds so high it never leaves my system
Sitting here, yeah, I'm just pissed drunk
There's distance
I'm in no need for assistance
I need you to lead the way
I'm drowning, I got anchored thoughts keeping me awake

Structure's falling down
Reality is falling out
I've been taken down
Hits that I'm taking now
I'm just passed out
There's no pain now

[Pre Hook: Eli-san]
Why is everyone just the fucking same
They all feed me lies and play me like a game
Now I don't wanna love cuz I'm too afraid
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain
I've been too naive that's why I feel this way
I don't wanna go back to my old ways
Being with you is how I'd spend my days
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain

[Hook: Eli-san]
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain
So I'll get fucked up just to numb the pain