Victim Of My Nature by Eli Smart Lyrics

Hard enough, it's not
My stomach in a knot
What's this look upon my face
Sorry honey, it's not your fault

I'm too young to be a man
But I'm old enough to land
This sticky situation
Goodbye to this relation

I want to do you right
You're such a beautiful creature
Why must I be
The victim of my nature

Yes, I'm still here
And so are you, you whispered in my ear
"Can I help you out?"
But it's no use, I'm lost in my head

Why must I be the victim of my nature?
I want to do you right
You're such a beautiful creature
But my fear gets the best of me
I'm sorry for the rest of me
Wish there was something I could do
What if it's not me, maybe it's you

Why must I be the victim of my nature?
I want to do you right
But baby, I'm a failure

Tell me where's the restroom
And with a puzzled look you do
As I stumble for the door
"Don't worry I'll just be a minute!"

Key in my hand, running to my car
I may not be a man
But all I want to be is far

Far away from this place
This place where I have left
My dignity on the floor
Right next to my telephone

I can't go back, oh no!
No, no, no, no, no
There's no way I'll show my face
To another living soul
In another life I'll try
Maybe then I'll know
Maybe then I'll try
Maybe then I'll go