Wish u werent here by Elena (the musician) Lyrics
[Verse 1:]
Wish you weren't here
It looks prettier in postcards and souvenirs
Wish you weren't here
Everybody's running so hard like the past gon' re-appear, yeah
[Pre]
Fall in love with boys who don't love me back
Find myself in choices that leave me sad
And in my head I'm so close so close now
Finally signed a deal for my music, yeah
And little do I know it's about to crash
But it's all on a roll now, roll now, yeah roll now
[Chorus]
It's been two years I can't count
The places on both hands where I've been living in
Mom, it's giving in
It's been two years I can't count the men I've loved and loved
While I wished I was loving him
Oh yeah It's been two years
I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung
And nobody's listening
[Verse 2:]
So I wish you weren't here
When I go home everybody's like
"oh tell me what it's like there"
Well I say too many prayers
I talk to god all alone and my friends seem to disappear
[Pre]
Fall in love with girls who don't love me back
Maybe its a curse I don’t understand
Or maybe I’m a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause yeah
Stare up at the sky, watch an airplane pass
Wondering if i should re-think this path
‘cause all I see are flaws now, just flaws now
[Chorus]
It's been two years I can't count the fears
I've faced on both hands
When I coulda been giving in
It's been two years I can't count the men I've loved and loved
While I wished I was loving him
Oh yeah It's been two years
I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung
And nobody's listening
[Outro]
So I, I wish I weren't here
I try to love it, try to push through, but it's all in tears
Yeah I wish I weren't here
Wish you weren't here
It looks prettier in postcards and souvenirs
Wish you weren't here
Everybody's running so hard like the past gon' re-appear, yeah
[Pre]
Fall in love with boys who don't love me back
Find myself in choices that leave me sad
And in my head I'm so close so close now
Finally signed a deal for my music, yeah
And little do I know it's about to crash
But it's all on a roll now, roll now, yeah roll now
[Chorus]
It's been two years I can't count
The places on both hands where I've been living in
Mom, it's giving in
It's been two years I can't count the men I've loved and loved
While I wished I was loving him
Oh yeah It's been two years
I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung
And nobody's listening
[Verse 2:]
So I wish you weren't here
When I go home everybody's like
"oh tell me what it's like there"
Well I say too many prayers
I talk to god all alone and my friends seem to disappear
[Pre]
Fall in love with girls who don't love me back
Maybe its a curse I don’t understand
Or maybe I’m a lost cause, lost cause, lost cause yeah
Stare up at the sky, watch an airplane pass
Wondering if i should re-think this path
‘cause all I see are flaws now, just flaws now
[Chorus]
It's been two years I can't count the fears
I've faced on both hands
When I coulda been giving in
It's been two years I can't count the men I've loved and loved
While I wished I was loving him
Oh yeah It's been two years
I can't count the songs I've wrote and sung
And nobody's listening
[Outro]
So I, I wish I weren't here
I try to love it, try to push through, but it's all in tears
Yeah I wish I weren't here