Haunted by Elae Lyrics
I’m broken and my heart can’t go much longer
Shaken! And my legs can’t go much farther (Oh)
I’m stuck here, and the darkness growing stronger
And my heartbeat, is drowning out my trauma (Oh)
I see you lurking, your skin smells so familiar
(I know) You’ll hurt me, I’ve scarred enough to feel you (Oh)
I cry! But I’m learning how to deal here
My smile- is fragile but pain site right beneath it (Oh)
You’re needing me
You’re wanting me
You’re watching me (oh)
You’re to me, I feel like you’re haunting me!
Can’t even sleep
It’s hard to breathe
Won't let me leave
(oh) x4
(Poem)
I, at times, am forgetful that there are things that are bigger than me
That mountains don't change in size because I have grown in ego
Cause my sense of self, built out of straw, has collapsed and we are all around to watch my tragedy
For this I am clumsy- merely
Klutzy between the border of comfort and insanity
I, at times, thumb tack my emotions to the office calendar
And daily watch how people notice my demise
I know they saw how far my east is from my west
How there was no center in the compass
Compassionless creatures
And I beg of you
If you you’re listening
Give me a map
Because I'm lost
And you are bigger than me
I feel trampled by all of your footsteps
And there is no scream loud enough to make you listen
Or maybe it's just me
Maybe I feel a little entitled to the usage of my humanity
Sometimes life is racing by just a bit too fast and I am not quick enough to grasp it; and I am not strong enough to deal with that at times...
And still, it’s almost like I don't have a choice
Cause Who in their right mind
I mean who’s in the right
Mine falls apart
Although life has never altered
And mountains don't change in height because my ego has switched its size
And I know
But I feel really small right now
And from down here
I am nothing left but tragedy
Collapsing, clumsily
All klutz and comfort
Lost with no map
No center
Unpinning the thumbtacks brutally
But there is one surviving concept
The one tangible moral I found myself competent enough to wiggle through the cracks of this depraved lifetime
There are always things bigger than you
So if you are falling apart
Do it in the ease of your own loneliness
Shaken! And my legs can’t go much farther (Oh)
I’m stuck here, and the darkness growing stronger
And my heartbeat, is drowning out my trauma (Oh)
I see you lurking, your skin smells so familiar
(I know) You’ll hurt me, I’ve scarred enough to feel you (Oh)
I cry! But I’m learning how to deal here
My smile- is fragile but pain site right beneath it (Oh)
You’re needing me
You’re wanting me
You’re watching me (oh)
You’re to me, I feel like you’re haunting me!
Can’t even sleep
It’s hard to breathe
Won't let me leave
(oh) x4
(Poem)
I, at times, am forgetful that there are things that are bigger than me
That mountains don't change in size because I have grown in ego
Cause my sense of self, built out of straw, has collapsed and we are all around to watch my tragedy
For this I am clumsy- merely
Klutzy between the border of comfort and insanity
I, at times, thumb tack my emotions to the office calendar
And daily watch how people notice my demise
I know they saw how far my east is from my west
How there was no center in the compass
Compassionless creatures
And I beg of you
If you you’re listening
Give me a map
Because I'm lost
And you are bigger than me
I feel trampled by all of your footsteps
And there is no scream loud enough to make you listen
Or maybe it's just me
Maybe I feel a little entitled to the usage of my humanity
Sometimes life is racing by just a bit too fast and I am not quick enough to grasp it; and I am not strong enough to deal with that at times...
And still, it’s almost like I don't have a choice
Cause Who in their right mind
I mean who’s in the right
Mine falls apart
Although life has never altered
And mountains don't change in height because my ego has switched its size
And I know
But I feel really small right now
And from down here
I am nothing left but tragedy
Collapsing, clumsily
All klutz and comfort
Lost with no map
No center
Unpinning the thumbtacks brutally
But there is one surviving concept
The one tangible moral I found myself competent enough to wiggle through the cracks of this depraved lifetime
There are always things bigger than you
So if you are falling apart
Do it in the ease of your own loneliness