dopesick by Ekoh Lyrics
[Verse 1]
And I've been on my hands and knees searching for the pills
I threw
Over the back wall when I swore I was through
And I meant it then
Nah, I really did
But fuck, it doesn't matter when you feel like this
Cold sweats, got the chills, feeling nauseated
Until I get that in my system, I can't operate it
Fell off the wagon off the planet somewhere off in space
Orbiting my problems, they don't look so bad from here I'm staying
You keep saying, "It's killing you", like I don't see
Just wasting time praying to a God I don't believe
And I just hope you never have to feel the way it feels
And I decide to use 'cause I hate being alone with me
And every time I keep running these tapes to the end
Like I know where this goes but pretend that it won't this time
Yeah, it's different, I'm in control, I've got it handled
When I need some help I'll let you know
But I don't, I just let it pull me farter south
Getting faded, talking dreams but never leave the couch
Never found a purpose, don't know what I hope to be, but swear I was born to be more than an oxytocin fiend
I been falling down 12 steps, rehabilitated twice, it didn't stick I guess
Doctors think they can fix me up with all those meds
Maybe I just got some problems now that y'all don't get
It's like I'm wading in the ocean, staring in the distance, I can't see where shore is
Crossed the line but I don't know when I did
I swear I wanna quit but I don't wanna stop, I'm just—
[Hook]
Dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
Woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Just dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
I woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Yeah
[Verse 2]
[Hook]
Dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
Woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Just dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
Woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Yeah
And I've been on my hands and knees searching for the pills
I threw
Over the back wall when I swore I was through
And I meant it then
Nah, I really did
But fuck, it doesn't matter when you feel like this
Cold sweats, got the chills, feeling nauseated
Until I get that in my system, I can't operate it
Fell off the wagon off the planet somewhere off in space
Orbiting my problems, they don't look so bad from here I'm staying
You keep saying, "It's killing you", like I don't see
Just wasting time praying to a God I don't believe
And I just hope you never have to feel the way it feels
And I decide to use 'cause I hate being alone with me
And every time I keep running these tapes to the end
Like I know where this goes but pretend that it won't this time
Yeah, it's different, I'm in control, I've got it handled
When I need some help I'll let you know
But I don't, I just let it pull me farter south
Getting faded, talking dreams but never leave the couch
Never found a purpose, don't know what I hope to be, but swear I was born to be more than an oxytocin fiend
I been falling down 12 steps, rehabilitated twice, it didn't stick I guess
Doctors think they can fix me up with all those meds
Maybe I just got some problems now that y'all don't get
It's like I'm wading in the ocean, staring in the distance, I can't see where shore is
Crossed the line but I don't know when I did
I swear I wanna quit but I don't wanna stop, I'm just—
[Hook]
Dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
Woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Just dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
I woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Yeah
[Verse 2]
[Hook]
Dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
Woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Just dopesick
(Goes up then you come back down)
Woke up feeling hopeless
(I reach out but you're not around)
Yeah