Dead By Now by Eklavya Kaushal Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna see my face no more
'Cause lately I don't feel like myself no more
I'm stuck in the same place like before
But I still can't catch a breath no more

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel like there are too many people living inside of me
And no, that's why I don't enjoy my own company
I feel like my anxiety is kicking in
I feel like I'm giving in
But I don't so I'm still suffering

I guess I'm gonna be just stuck with me

[Chorus]
Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now
Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now

[Post-Chorus]
No, I don't wanna be dead
But I don't wanna be here
But I don't wanna be dead
Oh, oh

[Verse 2]
I hurt cause I think I know too much
But then I feel like don't know enough
Really feel like I should just give up
But I don't wanna, I just wanna stop thinking this rough

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel like there are too many people living inside of me
And no, that's why I don't enjoy my own company
I feel like my anxiety is kicking in
I feel like I'm giving in
But I don't so I'm still suffering

I guess I'm gonna be just stuck with me
[Chorus]
Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now

Kinda don't wanna exist right now
Should be on my deathbed by now
I'm too much in my head right now
Kinda wish, kinda wish I was dead by now

[Post-Chorus]
No, I don't wanna be dead
But I don't wanna be here
But I don't wanna be dead
Oh, oh

[Outro]
I don't wanna be dead
I don't wanna be dead
I don't wanna be dead
No, I don't wanna be dead