.infinity by Ej Laflare Lyrics
{Verse 1}
Get me outta here, I think I'm going crazy
I have lost all sense of self lately
In a corner like Baby, without a Swayze
Forced to live a boring life until I die at 80
Fuck that, I just really need an out
Maybe, I'll just make a bunch of music and have someone pay me
But my face on the TV, I couldn't bear to see
But if I go that route, maybe it'll take care of me for infinity
But what if it won't?
What if I just pretend I'm possessing something I don't?
What if I just pretend that I'm really something I'm not, till I'm in it so deep that I don't think that I could stop
I'd have to leave everything, I know it's a lot
All this shit has my stomach tied up in knots
An opportunity that I don't have to seek out
So I sneak out
Cause if I stay here any longer, I might bleed out
{Hook}
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
{Verse 2}
I wish my foundation was strong, but it's all frail
I've had many attempts, but they're all fails
When I step outside, I catch all eyes
That see a smile, but can't tell that it's all lies
I don't want this life, but should I give it up?
There isn't much to leave behind, so I don't give a fuck
But the chance to be famous, I know it'll leave a mark
And if I go that route, then it'll keep me out the dark for infinity
But what if it can't?
What if this is the wish being famous couldn't grant?
Maybe all of those eyes, they belong to the hills
Maybe I'm just delaying my overdosing on pills
I don't really care, at least it buys me a chance
Finally I can live out everything in my plans
That could make me a villain, so let me say in advance
That to live a better life I gotta go against my stance
{Hook}
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
Get me outta here, I think I'm going crazy
I have lost all sense of self lately
In a corner like Baby, without a Swayze
Forced to live a boring life until I die at 80
Fuck that, I just really need an out
Maybe, I'll just make a bunch of music and have someone pay me
But my face on the TV, I couldn't bear to see
But if I go that route, maybe it'll take care of me for infinity
But what if it won't?
What if I just pretend I'm possessing something I don't?
What if I just pretend that I'm really something I'm not, till I'm in it so deep that I don't think that I could stop
I'd have to leave everything, I know it's a lot
All this shit has my stomach tied up in knots
An opportunity that I don't have to seek out
So I sneak out
Cause if I stay here any longer, I might bleed out
{Hook}
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
{Verse 2}
I wish my foundation was strong, but it's all frail
I've had many attempts, but they're all fails
When I step outside, I catch all eyes
That see a smile, but can't tell that it's all lies
I don't want this life, but should I give it up?
There isn't much to leave behind, so I don't give a fuck
But the chance to be famous, I know it'll leave a mark
And if I go that route, then it'll keep me out the dark for infinity
But what if it can't?
What if this is the wish being famous couldn't grant?
Maybe all of those eyes, they belong to the hills
Maybe I'm just delaying my overdosing on pills
I don't really care, at least it buys me a chance
Finally I can live out everything in my plans
That could make me a villain, so let me say in advance
That to live a better life I gotta go against my stance
{Hook}
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
I lost touch with myself
So now I'm gonna go and live the life of someone else