last night didnt mean anything by Eirelie Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I keep coming back to you
Expecting something different
But this arrangement we made
Is only hurting us

[Pre-Chorus 1]
But we can’t stop
This is the only way i can have you
We can’t stop
And it's killing me that i want to

[Chorus 1]
So now i’m standing here with my heart in my hands, tongue-tied
It's getting harder to find the ocean that once lived in your eyes
I’m still wondering if i’ll ever know if i meant anything to you
Or if it was just time wasted? a devil’s dance? a game you threw?

Was i a game to you?

[Verse 2]
Transactional love might not be what i asked for
But it’s better than nothing right?
Right?
This game that you’re playing
Is only hiding us
[Pre-Chorus 2]
But we can’t stop
This is the only way i can have you
We can’t stop
And it’s killing me that we have to

[Chorus 2]
Cause now i’m lying here with the note that you left, wide eyed
Piecing together every letter written to protect your pride
Replaying over and over in my head what i know i should say to you
“Was this all just time wasted? a devils dance? a game you threw?

Was i a game to you?"

[Outro]
We can’t stop
This is the worst way to have you
We can’t stop
But we have to