Shadows by Ehwaz Lyrics

I see black shadows around
Everything`s gray, nothing`s bright
Maybe I`m sightless
Maybe I`m eyeless
Maybe I`m viewless
Alright
My heart is burning inside
I will forget cuz I`m fine
Wanna break silence
Wanna be heartless
Wanna leave coldness
For now
Before it comes
I`ll be alive
These thoughts of mine
Led me to the night
My feelings left me
I wanna cry
I wanna laugh
Cuz I wanna
My feelings left me
I wanna run to endless rain
Before it comes
I`ll be alive
These thoughts of mine
Led me to the night
You always try to change me to fix me just leave me
If you don`t need me
I need more freedom
You hear me?
No don`t hear me
Where`s the sense of endless fighting
Or it makes you to feel excited?
And now you look like maladaptive
Just stop it
Stop it
You know what?
I`m tired
I`m really tired
Because of pressure
Of hurry
Depression
And flurry
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