I Gave Up Before Birth Pt. 1 by Ehnahre Lyrics

I gave up before birth
It is not possible otherwise
It was he
It was he who wailed
He who saw the light
I didn't wail
I didn't see the light
It's impossible I should have a voice
It was he who had a life
I didn't have a life
A life not worth having
Because of me
His death alone would not be enough
Not enough for me
Perhaps he'll drown
He always wanted to drown
He didn't want them to find him
He can't want now anymore