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Then I do the dash and I'm up next
Never meant to leave you upset
Had to flood my life, get my check
Had to run my life, get no rest

Might just come at 3 again
What you think of me again?
I don't wanna be your friend
I don't wanna be pretend

Had to do a dash to the city
Workin on my cash, get it up
Mad and who am I? I ain't ready
Thinkin bout my past and I'm stuck

Drinkin and I'm drownin in my feelings
Tryna get my mind right, come up
Maybe if I'm gone I won't miss it
Don't know know real til the lucks up

Don't know real when your trust's up
Don't know who I don't know
But I don't know what I want now
I don't wanna cut wanna run up
Then I do the dash and I'm up next
Never meant to leave you upset
Had to flood my life, get my check
Had to run my life, get no rest