‌honestly by Ego Mackey Lyrics

[Chorus]
Yeah, life is so fucking boring
Drugs are so abhorrent
I'm going for some brain exploring
That's my excuse, I must adore it
Addiction, really, lean I'm always pouring
I wish I could sleep, I wish I could be snoring
But I'm just awake, these dependencies restoring, and going

[Verse]
Know I always miss the party
But I just sit in here and start getting my weed
Girls just always worried 'bout my lean
I feel bad but this world I must leave
Yes, I'm ill-content with this art piece
To you, live, I live in the woods
But we smoking actual trees, [?], everything made naturally
But for now I'm stuck in the internet with WeirdCLVN
It's what I rep
I ain't got a bitch, but whose up next?
I'll just wait 'til my feelings ain't suppressed
Then it's just like flex, flex, flex, flex (Xanax)
And just show her how the pints get stressed
Show her how her life could be blessed
But you know I get so, oh so obsessed
I just wanna fuck, guess that makes me a slut (No way)
No, JK, that was my ex, enough
Guess I don't give a fuck, I'm just tryna find someone for my lust
[Chorus]
Life is so fucking boring
Drugs are so fucking abhorrent
I'm going for some brain exploring (That's a lie)
That's my excuse for it, guess I adore it
Addiction, really, lean always pouring
I wish I could sleep, I wish I could be snoring
But I'm just awake, dependencies restoring
'Cause this life is so fucking boring
Drugs, drugs, drugs, drugs!
I'm going to do some brain exploring (That's a lie)
[?]
Addiction, really, lean I'm always out here pouring

[Outro]
Can't do shit though, I can't do fucking shit without my.... aww, fuck... whatever