Reflect by EeJee Lyrics
(Verse 1)
I gotta curse that I can’t disperse
One that puts me deep in the dirt
And causes me nothing but hurt
Drains me of all of my worth
Thought I found a cure
But it was only a lure
I don’t know how much more I can endure
I thought I had her for sure
Guess I didn’t realise that nothing these days is secure
I’m probably just immature
Plus my brain is obscure
May aswell learn French just so I can say au revoir
Cuz I ain’t getting no where in life if I ain’t mature
Jacking off life like feeling premature
If your worried lemme reassure you
The time will come just like your curfew
When you’ll finally realise your total value
Wait I’ve had this feeling before must be dajevu
Cuz I know none of what I say will come true
I’m conversing with you
Thought I had a good view
But I knew
That this phase in my life will undo
And put me back in the place that I’m used to
(Hook)
I think I need to eject
Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject
Think I need to look in my mind to reflect
And disconnect
Then reconnect
Let my thoughts come back and recollect
Never again will I let
All these girls affect
Me
Cuz my mind is set to one subject
How to get out of the feeling called reject
And escape from the path of wreck
(Verse 2)
Right now I think I’m down in the slumps
Can’t find a way to get up and over these bumps
I think I’m stumped
I just wanna jump
Out of my reality
And actually
Live a life without casualty
And casually
Be able to think rationally
And take it slow
So my head doesn’t blow
I think I need to analys the flow
Of my life
And the bars that I write
Every rap I make doesn’t feel right
Like I’m missing something that’s already in my sight
I talk to myself at night
Wondering why I still fight
Everyone around me
“we get it you just wanna die
How bout you just take the knife”
Get outta my head I’m tryna survive
I dont know why i have this drive
In my brain that’s telling me to keep on
Maybe I just need to keep writing these songs
Even if my death is just prolonged
I knew I never belonged
These people they got it wrong
Thinking that I’m smiling because I’m strong
But I’m doing it cuz I’m weak
And I’m scared to even speak
Like a duck with no beak
I just feel incomplete
(Hook)
I think I need to eject
Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject
Think I need to look in my mind to reflect
And disconnect
Then reconnect
Let my thoughts come back and recollect
Never again will I let
All these girls affect
Me
Cuz my mind is set to one subject
How to get out of the feeling called reject
And escape from the path of wreck
(Verse 3)
I don’t why I’m tryna make this rap a career
When really all it’s doing is interfering
My life path is veering
Off the clif I am nearing
Spilling my guts and just tearing
The pain won’t stop
It’s nonstop
Hurts so bad I’m gonna drop
It’s like my time span has been cropped
And chopped
Wish there was an option to opt
In or out
Cuz I be outta this town
Seeking a new destination
Where I don’t look like a clown
Cuz right now I’m in the ground
Don’t feel like another round
In the ring of life
Like expected I spiraled down
I don’t want a fucking crown
I just want someone to relate to what I write
And make there path go from dark to light
Save them with all of my might
I ain’t trying to be a knight
I just want them to realise that they gotta fight
For there life
Otherwise they won’t end up with a wife
Or there own family
At that point they will never live happily
If there gone
Everyone around them will mourn
And I don’t want that
No
(Hook)
I think I need to eject
Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject
Think I need to look in my mind to reflect
And disconnect
Then reconnect
Let my thoughts come back and recollect
Never again will I let
All these girls affect
Me
Cuz my mind is set to one subject
How to get out of the feeling called reject
And escape from the path of wreck
I gotta curse that I can’t disperse
One that puts me deep in the dirt
And causes me nothing but hurt
Drains me of all of my worth
Thought I found a cure
But it was only a lure
I don’t know how much more I can endure
I thought I had her for sure
Guess I didn’t realise that nothing these days is secure
I’m probably just immature
Plus my brain is obscure
May aswell learn French just so I can say au revoir
Cuz I ain’t getting no where in life if I ain’t mature
Jacking off life like feeling premature
If your worried lemme reassure you
The time will come just like your curfew
When you’ll finally realise your total value
Wait I’ve had this feeling before must be dajevu
Cuz I know none of what I say will come true
I’m conversing with you
Thought I had a good view
But I knew
That this phase in my life will undo
And put me back in the place that I’m used to
(Hook)
I think I need to eject
Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject
Think I need to look in my mind to reflect
And disconnect
Then reconnect
Let my thoughts come back and recollect
Never again will I let
All these girls affect
Me
Cuz my mind is set to one subject
How to get out of the feeling called reject
And escape from the path of wreck
(Verse 2)
Right now I think I’m down in the slumps
Can’t find a way to get up and over these bumps
I think I’m stumped
I just wanna jump
Out of my reality
And actually
Live a life without casualty
And casually
Be able to think rationally
And take it slow
So my head doesn’t blow
I think I need to analys the flow
Of my life
And the bars that I write
Every rap I make doesn’t feel right
Like I’m missing something that’s already in my sight
I talk to myself at night
Wondering why I still fight
Everyone around me
“we get it you just wanna die
How bout you just take the knife”
Get outta my head I’m tryna survive
I dont know why i have this drive
In my brain that’s telling me to keep on
Maybe I just need to keep writing these songs
Even if my death is just prolonged
I knew I never belonged
These people they got it wrong
Thinking that I’m smiling because I’m strong
But I’m doing it cuz I’m weak
And I’m scared to even speak
Like a duck with no beak
I just feel incomplete
(Hook)
I think I need to eject
Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject
Think I need to look in my mind to reflect
And disconnect
Then reconnect
Let my thoughts come back and recollect
Never again will I let
All these girls affect
Me
Cuz my mind is set to one subject
How to get out of the feeling called reject
And escape from the path of wreck
(Verse 3)
I don’t why I’m tryna make this rap a career
When really all it’s doing is interfering
My life path is veering
Off the clif I am nearing
Spilling my guts and just tearing
The pain won’t stop
It’s nonstop
Hurts so bad I’m gonna drop
It’s like my time span has been cropped
And chopped
Wish there was an option to opt
In or out
Cuz I be outta this town
Seeking a new destination
Where I don’t look like a clown
Cuz right now I’m in the ground
Don’t feel like another round
In the ring of life
Like expected I spiraled down
I don’t want a fucking crown
I just want someone to relate to what I write
And make there path go from dark to light
Save them with all of my might
I ain’t trying to be a knight
I just want them to realise that they gotta fight
For there life
Otherwise they won’t end up with a wife
Or there own family
At that point they will never live happily
If there gone
Everyone around them will mourn
And I don’t want that
No
(Hook)
I think I need to eject
Cuz this rap game is like a drug I’m tryna inject
Think I need to look in my mind to reflect
And disconnect
Then reconnect
Let my thoughts come back and recollect
Never again will I let
All these girls affect
Me
Cuz my mind is set to one subject
How to get out of the feeling called reject
And escape from the path of wreck