Numb by Edward Sidler Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I walk along this lonely road
And all the broken promises
They jump within my head
A bunch of memories

[Verse 2]
How many parties I didn't attend?
How many nights I cried over in vain?
And the list goes on
It seems to have no end

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I told myself I should be a nicer friend
Mom and dad worry when I break
Guess I can't keep going on
Where does it end?

[Chorus]
And it makes me feel worse
Thinking of what I ain't
Leaving everything undone
And I can't reach what I aim
I just can't go on
Drowning every time I ache
And I feel so damn numb
'Cause I can't be like everyone else
[Verse 3]
I write another page of this book
And every word I wanna say
Remains trapped within my brain
I can't even communicate

[Verse 4]
How many chances did I leave behind?
How many lovers did I put aside?
Many feelings coming on
It will never end

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I told myself I should be better everyday
But when I try it, I'm always bound to break
Feels like I can't go on
How does it end?

[Chorus]
And it makes me feel worse
Thinking of what I ain't
Leaving everything undone
And I can't reach what I aim
I just can't go on
Drowning every time I ache
And I feel so damn numb
'Cause I can't be like everyone else
(I feel worse)
(Thinking of what I ain’t)
(Reach what I aim)
(I can't go on)
(Drowning every time I ache)
(Like everyone else)