Lately by Eddy Diesel Lyrics

Lately I've been thinking
I've been slipping
I've been trippen
The minds your worst enemy
My nigga better grip it
Cuz if u lose it then u lost all hope
Need alcohol and drugs to cope
You need a shot or need a smoke
Until ur wallet says your broke
Why does this happen?
Man no body knows
Nobody will
Cuz it's in your mind and you know the deal
U know it's real
But u rather play it cool and do some coke just for the thrill
Even tho ya mind constantly tells you that it kills
But u never listen
Til u end up missing
Til it's all too late to fix it
Problems man i just dismiss em
I feel I'm never winning
My life is always spinning
I know im always sinning
Lord please just forgive me
I said lord please just forgive me man
I know I did a lot of bad shit before
Cuz I don't mean to do these wrongs
I just wanna get along
I just want u to come home
Babygirl pick up the phone
I hate to fight this shit alone
I know she missing my cologne
The calls be comin as unknown
I pour my heart out on all these songs
But i don't know if someone on the other side
We giving up too early saying welp atleast we tried
But that ain't mothafuckin right
I know my futures fucking bright
I just gotta dig deep and find that motherfuckin light
I never quit I gotta fight
This my mother fuckin life
I just get my feelings out and then I start to fucking write
I ain't even got no sight
I just mother fucking feel it
I spit realist
I say what's on my mind my Nigga I will never seal it
And this my own damn flow motherfuckas
You niggas bet not steal it
Y'all niggas carry guns my weapon is my brain ya feel me
And I just want everyone that's listening to fuckin hear me