Below by Eavesdropper Lyrics

Keep it all pent up on the inside
Why wear what you feel on the outside?
I might find peace of mind
Knowing you dont know mine, I am
Calm on the cold steel
White eyes, flat palms on the car wheel
However it ends, let it come soon

Whats the difference if i take my own life or I wait for this
Life to take it from me
Take it from me

In the end, what if there's nothing
In the end it will all mean nothing
And i
I'm learning to cope with it
That when i'm gone
I won't mean anything

Well i wake up in the morning, spit on my reflection
For the world to feel at ease
And i've been burning just to feel a connection
But my heart doesn't want what my head doesn't need
Whats it take to feel alive anymore
Im getting over growing older
Before i thought i would
I'm living in a nightmare
I'm living in hell
80 feet with the pavement below
Oh will they care when im gone
I guess i'll never know

In the end, what if there's nothing
In the end it will all mean nothing
In the end, what if there's nothing
In the end it will all mean nothing

I'm learning to cope with it
That when i'm gone
I won't mean anything