Dear Diary by Eastern Sunz Lyrics
Feels like this world don't understand me
Gotta find a way to make it from here
Sun keeps shining, seasons change, time keeps moving
Dear Diary (ohh-o-o)
Dear Diary (ohh-o-o)
Dear Diary (ohh-o-o)
Just wondering how we're going to find our way home
Touch down in South America, son I couldn't believe
The utter hopelessness all the people dreaming to leave
Half my family's from the hood so they never conceive
That they live in paradise compared to others who lеave
A life of total hopelеssness, staring at a sea of homeless kids
While people in my country making million-dollar bonuses
It seems the main component is a wicked history
That we vaguely understand, stay shrouded in the mystery
It's a cold world my people want to die and get rich
A malevolent offensive otherwise ridiculous
I believe in blissful ignorance, but think it's a sin
Centuries have come and gone and yet the same evil men
Keep on running shit
Keeping an iron grip around our government
Supplying expensive products and these motherfuckers loving it
So try and find the logic but it won't make sense
That we would profit off a legacy of crooked presidents
Dear Diary, a lot of crazy shits been going on
But there is peace inside of me (side of me) side of me
Dear Diary, I've seen a lot of trouble in the world
I'll let the hand keep guiding me (guiding me) guiding me
Dear Diary, There's a billion people starving on this planet
And they suffer quietly (quietly) quietly
Dear Diary, I sense an angel standing in my corner and she's watching silently (silently) silently
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
I try to be a better man than I was the day before but then again it's tiring
I'm trying to hold on to what little shred of faith
I still have left in this human race
It's a jungle out there, and I try and stay humble
But as soon as you let your guard down they take advantage of you
It's true
I really want to be a believer, but there is always someone out there to deceive or mislead ya
So pardon me if I don't always seem eager
To have people blow smoke up my ass like beekeepers
"If you can't beat 'em join 'em" is not what I believe in
My feeling is if you can't join 'em beat 'em
That's the maxim as long as I'm alive and breathing
I'm not trying to get ahead instead of trying to get even
In a world where a few fuck it up for many
I'm just trying to stay in the percent above 50
I know there is peace inside of me
I let the pen keep guiding me
I see them suffer quietly
I know she is watching (watching)
Dear Diary, a lot of crazy shits been going on
But there is peace inside of me (side of me) side of me
Dear Diary, I've seen a lot of trouble in the world
I'll let the hand keep guiding me (guiding me) guiding me
Dear Diary, There's a billion people starving on this planet
And they suffer quietly (quietly) quietly
Dear Diary, I sense an angel standing in my corner and she's watching silently (silently) silently
Dear Diary
Dear Diary, I keep waking as the world turns colder
A dollar in my pocket and a chip on my shoulder
Beholder, poler, opposite of sober
Punchdrunk luck with a one leafed clover
The vocal soldier with a bayonet mic
This serves as a sign that I say what I like
They don't like what they hear, I strike fear in the right
Despite being a cynic I'm sincere with the fight
Yeah, keep having recurring pipe dreams
Of a plant of light beings
Filled with so much loving and lightning
It might seem
This is to continue fighting
When the odds seem insurmountable and vise is incising
I rocket for my soldiers who embrace the discipline
The political dissent and progressive citizen
Want a planet where my children
Swimming in
Clean water, sunshine
But now it's smog days to the kids be staying in
Diary, a lot of crazy shits been going on
But there is peace inside of me (side of me) side of me
Dear Diary, I've seen a lot of trouble in the world
I'll let the hand keep guiding me (guiding me) guiding me
Dear Diary, There's a billion people starving on this planet
And they suffer quietly (quietly) quietly
Dear Diary, I sense an angel standing in my corner and she's watching silently (silently) silently
Dear Diary
Ru-ru-running out of pages
Gotta find a way to make it from here
Sun keeps shining, seasons change, time keeps moving
Dear Diary (ohh-o-o)
Dear Diary (ohh-o-o)
Dear Diary (ohh-o-o)
Just wondering how we're going to find our way home
Touch down in South America, son I couldn't believe
The utter hopelessness all the people dreaming to leave
Half my family's from the hood so they never conceive
That they live in paradise compared to others who lеave
A life of total hopelеssness, staring at a sea of homeless kids
While people in my country making million-dollar bonuses
It seems the main component is a wicked history
That we vaguely understand, stay shrouded in the mystery
It's a cold world my people want to die and get rich
A malevolent offensive otherwise ridiculous
I believe in blissful ignorance, but think it's a sin
Centuries have come and gone and yet the same evil men
Keep on running shit
Keeping an iron grip around our government
Supplying expensive products and these motherfuckers loving it
So try and find the logic but it won't make sense
That we would profit off a legacy of crooked presidents
Dear Diary, a lot of crazy shits been going on
But there is peace inside of me (side of me) side of me
Dear Diary, I've seen a lot of trouble in the world
I'll let the hand keep guiding me (guiding me) guiding me
Dear Diary, There's a billion people starving on this planet
And they suffer quietly (quietly) quietly
Dear Diary, I sense an angel standing in my corner and she's watching silently (silently) silently
Dear Diary
Dear Diary
I try to be a better man than I was the day before but then again it's tiring
I'm trying to hold on to what little shred of faith
I still have left in this human race
It's a jungle out there, and I try and stay humble
But as soon as you let your guard down they take advantage of you
It's true
I really want to be a believer, but there is always someone out there to deceive or mislead ya
So pardon me if I don't always seem eager
To have people blow smoke up my ass like beekeepers
"If you can't beat 'em join 'em" is not what I believe in
My feeling is if you can't join 'em beat 'em
That's the maxim as long as I'm alive and breathing
I'm not trying to get ahead instead of trying to get even
In a world where a few fuck it up for many
I'm just trying to stay in the percent above 50
I know there is peace inside of me
I let the pen keep guiding me
I see them suffer quietly
I know she is watching (watching)
Dear Diary, a lot of crazy shits been going on
But there is peace inside of me (side of me) side of me
Dear Diary, I've seen a lot of trouble in the world
I'll let the hand keep guiding me (guiding me) guiding me
Dear Diary, There's a billion people starving on this planet
And they suffer quietly (quietly) quietly
Dear Diary, I sense an angel standing in my corner and she's watching silently (silently) silently
Dear Diary
Dear Diary, I keep waking as the world turns colder
A dollar in my pocket and a chip on my shoulder
Beholder, poler, opposite of sober
Punchdrunk luck with a one leafed clover
The vocal soldier with a bayonet mic
This serves as a sign that I say what I like
They don't like what they hear, I strike fear in the right
Despite being a cynic I'm sincere with the fight
Yeah, keep having recurring pipe dreams
Of a plant of light beings
Filled with so much loving and lightning
It might seem
This is to continue fighting
When the odds seem insurmountable and vise is incising
I rocket for my soldiers who embrace the discipline
The political dissent and progressive citizen
Want a planet where my children
Swimming in
Clean water, sunshine
But now it's smog days to the kids be staying in
Diary, a lot of crazy shits been going on
But there is peace inside of me (side of me) side of me
Dear Diary, I've seen a lot of trouble in the world
I'll let the hand keep guiding me (guiding me) guiding me
Dear Diary, There's a billion people starving on this planet
And they suffer quietly (quietly) quietly
Dear Diary, I sense an angel standing in my corner and she's watching silently (silently) silently
Dear Diary
Ru-ru-running out of pages