Spit by Earthshatter Lyrics

Yeah you thought I’d be
Nothing short of ecstasy
Yeah you thought I’d be
The end of your misery

Picture perfect, now it’s worthless, laying face down in the ground
Hope was lost never found, now you're making your rounds
These old wounds cut right through the skin
Number one in your life
But in mine you’ll never win

Now I’m ripping this flesh from bone
While you’re ripping this heart from home
Yeah I’m ripping this flesh from bone
While you’re ripping this heart from home

So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free

I can't be free
Manipulated for your own enjoyment
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
And I did
I deserve the shit life throws my fucking way
And I did
I deserve every ounce of this fucking pain

Chew me up and spit me out, let them take what’s left
No remains, I’m just the same, always second best
A bad taste, in your way, a stain on this place
I'm just a fucking problem that won’t ever go away

I’m a failure in my fathers eyes
Scratched them out and fucking left him blind
I’m a failure in my fathers eyes
But he’s the one who left his family behind

So why do I have no energy, empathy, no memory?
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free
Rearranged my mind to think I deserved it
I lost everything 'cause I wasn't worth it
I'm far from life, it's consuming me, endlessly, I can't be free

I’m a failure in my fathers fucking eyes
I’m a failure but you left us
You left us