Pain Addict by EZRA Lyrics

[Intro]
*phone call between Ezra and Aaron

[Verse 1]
It's like your life's been torn right in half
Everyday a struggle, trying not to snap
You think the world is over and your life no longer has meaning
You find yourself trying anything to keep yourself from feeling! That pain, the whole inside your chest, yes you can bet
Next time, nobody aloud in, without paying rent
Cause all my time and energy was spent
Trying to be all that I can be, but I lost a part of my family
How could you be the one to drown me?!
Impound me, fucking crush me into nothing
How come I was no longer worth loving?! Shit...
Uh, I guess it doesn't matter anyways
Without you holding me back, onto better days
Cause the sun will rise, and yet I find
Myself asking should I live or should I die?
I know now, that all my prayers went to an empty sky
Hell there was a time, when I gave you all that I had
And you threw it in the trash, like you didn't give a shit
About our past, was just an inch in a hundred yard dash
Of life...don't give a shit who’s not feeling this
Spitting for people dealing with shit
Never thought they’d fuck your life up so much huh? (Never)
It’s pretty crazy huh? Well whatcha you have to say Ezra?
Huh, I guess I’m addicted to the pain I don't know
I’m addicted to the pain
I guess I’m...I guess I'm addicted...
[Chorus]
No no no no no no, please don’t go (please)
No no no no no no, please don’t go (please)
No no no no no no, please don’t go (please)
No no no no no no, please don’t go (please)

[Outro]
I know that she doesn't love me anymore
I don't know why I keep having feelings for people
Who don't feel the same way...