Black Sheep by ESTEBAN. Lyrics
[Chorus]
This feeling
You give me
Reminds me of my childhood
It's killing
So chilling
Reminds me of nothing good
Feel like the blackest sheep in my herd
I scream but none of my words are heard
None of my words are heard
[Verse]
I've been running away from my memories
I'm pretty sure I'm just scared of me
Look at the shit I've caused in the past
And the shit I kept private
Tell me I'm not so bad
And tell me I shouldn't have a reason to be crying
All this shit keeps me up at night
Sometimes
I wish I was normal
Maybe a little bit more formal
And not a piece of shit
I know how bad I am
Sometimes I don't even know how I do it
I just make things worse
Maybe this is my biggest curse?
Done things wrong
Never done things right
Since about 03'
Sometimes I wish I was different
Sometimes I wish I OD'd
Maybe I'm overthinking
I do it a lot
Lately I've been oversleeping
It's about the only comfort I got
'Stead of sleeping
Reassurance is what I should've got
[Bridge]
Don't give up, little black sheep
Don't give up, little black sheep
You can see, what they can't see
Don't give up, little black sheep
Don't give up, little black sheep
You can see, what they can't see
{Verse 2]
Yeah
I've been tryna remain awake for the past week
I'm running from my delusions
And I'm the fastest at this track meet
Running from shit is something you can't beat
I feel like Shaggy and Scooby
God dammit I got myself in another doozy
Not putting alarms, so today I'll be snoozing
[Chorus]
This feeling
You give me
Reminds me of my childhood
It's killing
So chilling
Reminds me of nothing good
Feel like the blackest sheep in my herd
I scream, but none of my words are heard
None of my words are heard
This feeling
You give me
Reminds me of my childhood
It's killing
So chilling
Reminds me of nothing good
Feel like the blackest sheep in my herd
I scream but none of my words are heard
None of my words are heard
[Verse]
I've been running away from my memories
I'm pretty sure I'm just scared of me
Look at the shit I've caused in the past
And the shit I kept private
Tell me I'm not so bad
And tell me I shouldn't have a reason to be crying
All this shit keeps me up at night
Sometimes
I wish I was normal
Maybe a little bit more formal
And not a piece of shit
I know how bad I am
Sometimes I don't even know how I do it
I just make things worse
Maybe this is my biggest curse?
Done things wrong
Never done things right
Since about 03'
Sometimes I wish I was different
Sometimes I wish I OD'd
Maybe I'm overthinking
I do it a lot
Lately I've been oversleeping
It's about the only comfort I got
'Stead of sleeping
Reassurance is what I should've got
[Bridge]
Don't give up, little black sheep
Don't give up, little black sheep
You can see, what they can't see
Don't give up, little black sheep
Don't give up, little black sheep
You can see, what they can't see
{Verse 2]
Yeah
I've been tryna remain awake for the past week
I'm running from my delusions
And I'm the fastest at this track meet
Running from shit is something you can't beat
I feel like Shaggy and Scooby
God dammit I got myself in another doozy
Not putting alarms, so today I'll be snoozing
[Chorus]
This feeling
You give me
Reminds me of my childhood
It's killing
So chilling
Reminds me of nothing good
Feel like the blackest sheep in my herd
I scream, but none of my words are heard
None of my words are heard